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bookish_dragon) wrote2006-08-10 04:29 pm
bookish_dragon) wrote2006-08-10 04:29 pm
Writing and stuff
Maybe it's just the depression rearing its ugly head, but the whole CC-affair, and the resulting find that Heidi did the same thing make bookish_dragon extremely reluctant to write anything beyond posts in this blog. And I hate that. I mean, I want to, but I have enough of a motivation-problem as is without the aforementioned scandals.
Why this affects me so, I don't know. Some unconcious fear that I will not be good enough and thus have to resort to plagiarizing things myself, I guess. And I know this is just a crap thought, since I can be original without cribbing other people's stuff (not counting trying to write PPC-missions, since those include by definition other people's work).
Fandom does my head in sometimes.
bookish_dragon extremely reluctant to write anything beyond posts in this blog. And I hate that. I mean, I want to, but I have enough of a motivation-problem as is without the aforementioned scandals. Why this affects me so, I don't know. Some unconcious fear that I will not be good enough and thus have to resort to plagiarizing things myself, I guess. And I know this is just a crap thought, since I can be original without cribbing other people's stuff (not counting trying to write PPC-missions, since those include by definition other people's work).
Fandom does my head in sometimes.